good times as ordered

strange when a break comes about it will catch you by not surprise so much as shock I guess. especially when the dream is put on the back burner where it has stewed for the longest of time. a forever time most likely. well, stability and a type of security are presented: it wins over fighting for that gossamer fulfillment. it's a stinking shame it is. others will be happy. fighting responsibility makes one tired out. Onward!